Jaron in a moment of clarity during the return to the ship, he knew something was wrong. He brainstormed for factors as his current state along with courses of action. He is suffering from some sort of disorder as he was no longer that calm and stable person he used to be and maybe not be anymore. Jaron listed some symptoms in his head: Detached; Uninterested; Untrusting; Anger; Contempt. More filled his mind as his alpha began to dock in the hangar.
Normally he would go to the source of the problem but he felt it was surrounding him with no focus point to start on. There was no safe point to take initiative on as without him being filled with something dark or aloof inside him. He soon disembarked from his alpha and started to draft his memo to the Captain of the Valley Mistress knowing he was a safer bet than Suki to start on.
Captain of VM
As rare as this might be, I must request that I be removed active combat and Noble squad for the time being. I would not ask this unless I felt staying would be detrimental to Noble. I'm unfit mentally and emotionally at this time and have only became aware of this after the skirmish. I know there is no medical professional that is specializes in this on board (unless you know otherwise) but would request the current medical staff try in order to address my issues.
I know you need every able body on the Valley Mistress and this doesn't not help. I could fill-in in case of dire emergency if need be. As for the mission of the tomes, my knowledge and interest could still be useful in discussion as it was my beginning interest and caring of the bookkeeper that led to the first. I will address this Captain Ishida shortly but thought you should know first.
1st. Lt. Jaron Fairman
